A lot lately. Not that I hadn't missed you before, but lately it's gotta a little worse than before. I think that I've finally come out of the denial stage of it all. I didn't have to experience what others did with you. I didn't get to go to your funeral like I had wanted to. I didn't get to say goodbye really. No one got the right goodbye anyway. I just have to keep reminding myself that it's not a full goodbye it's just a "I'll see you later."
I know everyone misses you terribly. Who wouldn't? You were such a strong source of comfort and so easy to talk to and get along with. I still don't want to believe you're gone I really can't even wrap my mind around the fact that you aren't here anymore.
All I wanted to tell you was that I miss you really. Just had to get it all out.
Don't cause too much trouble up there.
Until we meet again, I'll miss you <3
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